This month in my Patreon Group, we’re answering journal questions about our Imaginings…the things we want for someday.
As I have entered into a period of time, in which I’ve discovered I’ve forgotten how to dream and plan for my future, it seems a good time to answer these questions…
And…since my guides keep telling me to write…but not about what, I may as well start here…
I am constantly seeking clarity. I would say that is probably one reason I began my quest to build my intuition…I just wanted to make sense of everything that was going on.
Funnily enough, after years and years of study, I feel like I know less. Or maybe it’s that there is just so much more to know!
My scope, my viewer for how I see the world and the Universe has increased and I feel like I’m often left with more questions than answers.
But…IF there were one piece of clarity that I need…
Funny…it’s actually really clear, the question is always “what am I meant to do?” and the answer is always “write”.
I know that. I already know what I am meant to do, I’ve known it for going on 10 years now. I’ve simply resisted it.
Because the clarity that I really want is to know that SOMETHING will happen as a result, that I’ll become financially stable, that I will gain fans, that I will finally finish that novel.
The problem is that all of these things can occur and will…but that’s not what I need to know…
Because the question really is…how will this clarity help me?
What I’m really looking for are guarantees…and maybe a timeline…
But the reality is, I’ve been given the first step…the rest of the stairway depends on a lot of things.
But the thing I can absolutely control right now is the clarity that I already have. I need to write. I don’t know why and I don’t know to what end. And yet, I have already received all the clarity I need.
Take the first step.
Things look clearer after that.