This blog was written on January 25, 2009 I had been married to my 2nd husband for 3 months and 17 days. I can see it in my tone, I don’t know if you can pick it up or not, but I was miserable. Somewhere deep down inside I knew that I had “made a mistake” but it...
I was on my morning commute, returning from dropping my boys off at school, when I realized that my head was clear and I was at peace. Now…for those of you who are unfamiliar with the concept…here is a list of thoughts that ramble around in my head when it...
Last week I was in the middle of my freak out. I didn’t WANT to be strong, I had enough, I had to stop and do some self-care and self-monitoring before I could help anyone else. I wrote about it in my blog here. The good news is, I didn’t stay there. As I said at...
“I have allowed myself to lead this little life, when inside me there was so much more. And it’s all gone unused. And now it never will be. Why do we get all this life if we don’t ever use it? Why do we get all these feelings and dreams and hopes if we...
I’ve been blogging for years, and it’s time to let the old Starr speak to you in ways that the current Starr can’t…from the perspective of someone who is living the shit I used to put myself through! And so, with no further ado…I cut my...
A while back, I wrote a story about the night I burned all of my journals… Yes…I was going through a divorce at the time Yes…I may have been insane… and yet…it was an incredible experience… Emerging from the fire. I built a bonfire...
The Bunco Diaries, the novel is about a group of 12 middle aged women who come together once a month for the game they lovingly call “Drunko”. It’s about dealing with kids, husbands, families, divorce, love, dating, sex and everything in between. Set in the fictional suburban master-planned community of Fairview, we follow the stories of Regan, Brianna and Ariel, three members of the bunco group who don’t exactly fit in, but find their lives are unexpectedly intertwined.